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WHY HAVE I SPENT SO MUCH TIME FOCUSING ON WHAT I DON'T HAVE, INSTEAD OF BEING GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I DO? BECAUSE EVEN WHEN I ATTAIN WHAT I THINK I DON'T HAVE OR SHOULD HAVE - I'M NEVER SATISFIED AND NOW I KNOW ... HAPPINESS COMES AND GOES, BUT SILENCE IS GOLDEN AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS, I SLEEP SOUNDLY. PERHAPS, IT'S BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS, MY SOUL IS AT REST.