Hello Everyone,
Thanks so much to all of you for your love and kindness on my birthday. Birthdays, to me, are sort of like New Years resolutions - I make a bunch of promises to myself that I just don't keep. But I'm a hoping, this year is going to be different ;) .
First off, let me say that last year was probably the most difficult year of my life. I lost someone very close to me and as a result was a complete emotional wreck. It's always hard when you are put in a helpless situation. I kind of felt like a lioness in cage; completely out of my element. In spite of all my innate strength, I was absolutely powerless. And all my rage was had upon those that were probably a little less deserving, not a lot, but definately, a little less.
I am sorry for that. Sorry for the conversations that I forced upon people, for the conversations that I didn't have, sorry for the conversations that were misconstrued into something else. But through all of that, through all of those moments of utter confusion and bitter heartbreak, I did learn something...an incredibly profound truth...and that is the only thing that counts in this world, are the relationships you have with other people.