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WHILE I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE CREDIT FOR YOUR KIND WORDS, THE TRUTH IS THAT I WOULD BE A LIAR IF I DID. THE TRUTH IS ... THE LOVE YOU SEE IN ME IS MERELY A REFLECTION OF THE LOVE I SEE YOU. I AM THE ONE WHO IS HONORED. IT IS MY GOOD FORTUNE TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE, NOT YOURS. BUT YES, I WILL SAY THIS ... I DO WORK VERY HARD TO KEEP THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE HAPPY, IN SPITE OF THE FACT THAT HAPPINESS IS SO FLEETING, IS SPITE OF MY PRIDE, WHICH OFTEN PRICKS ME, IN SPITE OF MY EGO, THAT OFTEN GETS BRUISED ... BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS ... ISN'T IT?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

to be perfectly honest when you grow up in an emotionally abusive home, you learn very quickly what matters in a relationship and what does not ... i could care less about what a man looks like, i could care less about what he does for a living, but yes, if someone garners a sense of loyalty towards me, i begin to feel indebted to that person and if he happens to have an aura of humility about him, that attraction becomes beyond my control ... i may not necessarily act upon it, but i do feel it ... all the time ... and while i do not think we have a choice in most matters of the heart, for a large part, that is how i choose my friends ...

Fanaa

“Tere dil mein meri saanson ko panah mil jaaye, tere ishq mein meri jaan fanaa ho jaayea ..." What a beautiful movie! I am completely envious of Kajol at the moment!

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IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT YOU, I AM SURE THAT YOUR OPINION OF ME WOULD CHANGE. I AM SURE THAT YOU WOULD BE HUMBLED BY MY AFFECTION AS OPPOSE TO HUMBLING ME. BUT THAT'S THE IRONY OF LIFE ISN'T IT? OUR PERCEPTION IS SUCH THAT YOU DON'T RECOGNIZE PEOPLES' WORTH UNTIL YOU ROYALLY SCREW THINGS UP ... WHY IS THAT? WHY IN THE WORLD, DO WE HURT THE PEOPLE THAT WE LOVE MOST?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

you know what i think? i think that you should have had faith in me when you had the chance, because now, your lack of faith has made me lack faith in you and no matter how hard i try, i just can't seem to see you for the person that you are ...

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SOMETIMES I THINK THAT I AM THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO TRULY UNDERSTANDS YOU ... SOMETIMES I THINK THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU AT ALL. WHICH IS IT?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

actually forehead kisses are my favorite kisses ... but yeah, i like those too :)

Fringe Festival 2006

Toronto's Fringe Festival starts today!!!! Woo - hoo!