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EVERYBODY HAS THAT ONE PERSON IN THEIR LIFE THAT THEY LET GET AWAY. YOU NEEDN'T NECESSARILY HAVE HAD A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM OR HER, BUT THAT'S THE PERSON YOU THINK OF WHEN YOUR IN THE MOOD FOR SELF DEPRECATION. "IF ONLY I HADN'T BEEN SO STUPID." "IF ONLY I HAD BEEN A LITTLE MORE SUPPORTIVE." IF ONLY I WASN'T SO GODDAMN SELFISH." IF ONLY I LISTENED." IF ONLY ... IF ONLY ... IF ONLY ...

YEAH, I DON'T THINK THE LUCKY ONES ARE THE PEOPLE WHO GET IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AROUND. I THINK THE LUCKY ONES ARE THE PEOPLE WHO GET A SECOND CHANCE AT MAKING THE SAME RELATIONSHIP WORK. HMMM ... I WONDER IF I AM THAT PERSON FOR SOMEONE. I WONDER IF SOMEONE EVER THINKS ABOUT ME ON A FINE RANDOM DAY, AT A FINE RANDOM HOUR, WITH REMORSE ... DON'T YOU EVER WONDER ABOUT THAT?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

i have, what i like to call a, "Chandramukhi Complex." if the guy has been hurt, abused, is completely in love with someone else, self absorbed, selfish, has nothing to offer me ... leave it to me to fall in love with him. don't ask me what that's all about, i haven't a clue. i think i want to save someone. i like the thought of being a man's redemption. i am changing though. my mom tells me all the time that i need to learn how to be more superficial. having said that, it has been recently brought to my attention that men in prison find me extremely attractive, now that's tempting. lol ...

Merry Christmas

My parents never really had any money while we were growing up, so there were never any gifts for my brothers and I, but what I do remember are the cartoons! The best cartoons were always on at Christmas!!! For Better or For Worse was my favorite.

Happy Holidays Everyone...

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YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF? PEOPLE'S LACK OF CIVILITY. HOW DIFFICULT IS IT TO SAY, "THANK YOU," OR TO SAY, "YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU REALLY DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT FOR ME, BUT I APPRECIATE IT." YES, I DO UNDERSTAND THE FACT THAT SOME PEOPLE FIND IT DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS HOW THEY FEEL, BUT COME ON!!! IF YOU CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS GRATITUDE, WHAT YOU SHOULD BE ASKING YOURSELF IS, "WHAT KIND OF HUMAN BEING AM I?"