Jaipur

I miss India, Jaipur especially, because it holds such a special place in my heart.

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I REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM. WE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SAY ANYTHING, OTHER THAN A QUICK HELLO AND GOODBYE. BUT I REMEMBER LOOKING INTO HIS EYES ... HOW IS THAT I COULD SEE ALL THE MOMENTS THAT WE HAVE EVER SPENT TOGETHER IN A THIRTY SECOND GLANCE?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

i sleep in his shirt at night. it's not that i still love him, i don't. it just makes me feel safe ... almost as though he is right beside me, in case i ever need him.

Closure

How could we have possibly been friends when our hearts are so different?

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HOW MANY TIMES DOES LIFE HAVE TO SLAP YOU IN THE FACE FOR YOU TO REALIZE THAT EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IS RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF YOU?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

i am not sure if i can open my heart to you, but i promise to try...

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WHY IS IT THAT EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I ASK HIM FOR IS ALWAYS TOO MUCH FOR HIM TO GIVE? I AM THE ONE THAT LOVED HIM THE MOST. AND YET, I AM THE ONE THAT HE CAN GIVE NOTHING TO, NOT LOVE, NOT FRIENDSHIP, NOT EVEN A THANK YOU.

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

i would have made him the happiest man in the world and now ... i just pity him. i feel sorry for him, really, i do. because not only has he lost love, but now, he's losing something far more sacred ... friendship.

Narcissism or Brilliance/Book Raffle/2008

And the winners of the 2008 Narcissism or Brilliance? book raffle goes to ... LINDA AND CEISIN!!! Thank you, Linda and Ceisin, one of us will be contacting you shortly. It's because of people like you, who take the time to come out and watch live productions, that the art form known as, theatre, is still able to exist and survive, so on behalf of the entire cast and crew, we express our sincerest gratitude. Thank You!

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SO I WENT TO AN INDIAN CLUB THE OTHER NIGHT AND I THOUGHT OF HIM. I REMEMBER WHEN WE USE TO DANCE TOGETHER, IT WAS LIKE NO ONE ELSE WAS IN THE ROOM. HE WAS A HORRIBLE DANCER, AND HE KNEW IT ... LOL ... BUT HE ALSO KNEW THAT I LOVED TO DANCE ... HE ALWAYS CAME WITH ME ... ALWAYS. NEVER LEFT MY SIDE ON THE DANCE FLOOR, EVEN WHEN I COMPLETELY AVOIDED HIM ... HOW IS THAT HE KNEW WHAT LOVE WAS AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE, AND I DIDN'T HAVE A CLUE?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

just kissing him use to be enough for me, nevermind anything else ... he was that good.

Navroz Mubarak

Wishing all my Muslim and Hindu friends, all over the world, a very happy new year filled with love and light.

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I DON'T MEAN TO SOUND IMMODEST, BUT WHY IS THAT EVERY MAN I DATE WANTS TO MARRY ME AFTER THE FIRST WEEK? THAT CAN'T POSSIBLY BE ABOUT LOVE ... CAN IT?

MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS

i feel most alive when i am on stage ...