WHAT IF I JUST ERASED THIS BLOG? WHAT IF I JUST DELETED ALL OF THESE POSTS? THREE YEARS OF WRITING WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR. MY THOUGHTS WOULD BECOME MINE AGAIN ... ONLY MINE ... YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW HOW I FEEL OR HOW I AM...
i realize now that i am all about grand gestures in love. i expect the person's soul, heart, entire life ... i expect my dreams to become their dreams. anything less, and i walk out the door.